thing happened once again

If I were to tell u,
this happened b4 last year end,
when we were on a trip to langkawi.
tat was a hard time for me,
bt when it had ended
u promise me not to do it again and no matter what is tat,
u'll tell me to share with me.

on 28th of September 2008,
how can this happened again..
u were doing it once again.

i called u more than 20times,
and msg u alot..
u once again left me blankness..
tell me if i am wrong,
tell me if i left u out,
tell me if i am not a good guy,
at least i'll know what is happening,
where went wrong.